I arrived home today and realized, for the first time in a year, I have nothing to do-no test to study for, no papers to write, no recorded lecture to listen to, no drug monograph to present, no drug cards, no Medline, no skills labs, no Functional Group Analysis.....nothing.

And it's so strange to me. I'm almost a little sad. My first year of pharmacy school is now gone. There were parts I hated. Crazy tests, multiple tests in one week, labs three times a week....but it also gave me a specific purpose every day when I came home. I knew exactly what needed to be done for the next day. Now, as crazy as it sounds, I don't have any set structure as to what I'm supposed to be doing at this moment.

Maybe pharmacy school has made me crazy?? Or maybe I'm in shock over the fact that I actually finished this year....I don't know. But along with the weird feeling, I also have a feeling of accomplishment and pride. I'm smarter, harder working, and much more insightful into the pharmacy world than I was a year ago. And I guess that's the whole point.